April 4, 2013

School Days: Watching my students grow up

Recently, some of my past 1st grade students from Colorado were visiting Kansas City, and I had the chance to meet up with them for lunch.
Time flies when you're teaching 1st grade.
These past students are now in 4th, 6th, and 8th grade.


What a treat!

I remember each of them and their little quirks and funny things they said.

For instance, I remember when I was teaching a grammar lesson, and Nathan (back left) was sitting with a serious look on his face, obviously absorbing with great thoughtfulness every word I said. :)  He finally raised his hand and asked with such earnest concern, 


"But do birds have ears??  That's my question!"

Me:  "Nathan, what does that have to do with what we're doing right now?"

Nathan:  (hanging his head) "nothing"

I still smile at that.  And (because it made me curious) have since learned that birds have inner ears but no outer ears.

I used to keep a separate journal to log the comical things that my students said.  But funny things were said daily, and I eventually stopped trying to write them all down.  Certain ones do still stick in my memory.  Like the bird's ears story.  And the time when I asked a little boy what he daydreams about when I'm teaching, and he quietly admitted, "ninjas."


I regularly hear parents say how the years fly while watching their children grow.  The days go slowly, but the years fly by.  My friend Sarah with three little ones says, "and nap time passes like light speed!"

As a teacher, though not yet a parent, I too have experienced this "children grow so quickly" phenomenon to some degree.  Take my first class of 1st graders, for example.  They are currently in high school and will start driving this year!  I remember when they were learning how to add and hold a pencil correctly!  In the same amount of time I passed through my twenties, they have passed through their CHILDHOOD.  That's a wild thought to me.  And they will go to college in a few years and then maybe get married.  I feel like I just graduated from college. 

It is a gift, this job of mine.  I love getting to walk alongside people during the brief time that is their childhood.  Soon, they will be adults.  To know someone as a child, I think, is to know them in a special way.

I still feel a certain bond to my own childhood friends, even if I rarely talk with them now.  They knew me when I was hyper and unrefined, before I became the picture of sophistication and grace that stands before you today. :)

And I think about how Jesus loved little children and welcomed them and encouraged adults to become like them - not in the untrained, undisciplined, ignorant kind of way - but I think in the wide-eyed, fascinated, eager to learn, trusting kind of way.

To childhood!

April 2, 2013

Turning 31

Welp, I'm 31 today.

31 times I've traveled round the sun.

I'm studying the solar system with my 2nd graders right now and am amazed at how small the sun is when compared to other stars in our galaxy.

Here are some scale models that I've been trying to wrap my brain around.





Try finding the sun in this next one.  Whaaaaaa???

With this context, I further marvel at how small Earth is when compared to the sun.

And then how small I am on that Earth.

A speck.  A tiny, little speck.

That The God of the Universe cares at all to have a relationship with this tiny speck boggles my mind.

I think of David's words again in Psalm 144:3 - "Lord what are mortals that you should notice us? Mere humans that you should care for us?" 

Times when I'm tempted to look through haughty eyes or to think of myself higher than I ought, God, in His gentle but very clear way with me, brings back to my mind's eye these pictures of the galaxy and my place in it.
Milky Way Galaxy














I learned recently that there are billions of galaxies.  Billions!  My brain hurts trying to comprehend that.

Looking at these pictures, I gain a much better idea of why God responded to Job the way He did:


“Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation?
 Tell me, if you understand..." Job 38:4

I look down at my arms and my fingers.  I look in the mirror and see my face and my hair.  And I know it's all going to turn to dust.

And I think, "Who am I to question God or challenge His ways?  Who am I to ever complain or not receive with humble obedience His plans for my life, whatever they may be, even if there be bitter cups He may have me drink?"  And I ask for forgiveness again from Him because sometimes I do complain.  And sometimes I am proud.

And that Jesus would allow me to know Him bout makes my heart leap out of my chest.

I praise You, God, for your greatness!  And Your all-knowing sovereignty!  Thank You for this life, God!  Thank You for Jesus!