Matt is in his final stretch to complete his first year of medical school. To say that I'm proud of him is an understatement. He's such a hard worker and so steady. To help him prepare for his practical, I was tasked with being various practice patients. He would hand me a piece of paper with my symptoms and then ask me a series of questions to determine a diagnosis. I may be biased, but I think he's a natural at establishing doctor/patient rapport while maintaining professionalism. Last week, I got to be a chain-smoking, retired construction worker with a peptic ulcer, a stressed-out Wall Street trader with a myocardial infarction, a teenager with nausea and pain upon urination, and a middle-aged woman with gallstones. I enjoy getting into character (hacking coughing, accents, wincing pain).
me. in character.
It's my acting outlet. However now, acting aside, I have a legitimate sinus infection. These bodies of ours...
This Cinco de Mayo, I transport myself back to the beach to relive the Med School Moon to Mexico we took last summer - a "last hoorah" get-away, if you will, before starting the long, loan-riddled journey that lay before us.
Sure we could have saved that money to go towards our med school expenses, but we saw it as an investment into our marriage.
Well-aware that it may be our last beach vacation for awhile, we soaked it in. I am very grateful we went.
Ahhh. I feel myself relaxing. I hear the waves. I smell the salt water.
I want to go to there
Imagine my delight when I discovered my favorite snack was available at every. single. meal. Bliss!
I'm fairly confident that I could contentedly live off a steady diet of chips and salsa.
Ole!
Unfortunately, this image comes scuttling across my memories as well.
This here is...how you say?....a capybara(a.k.a. the world's largest rodent).
The reason he comes to mind is because I awoke on my beach chair to find one of his family members sniffing around in my beach bag (!) The top of his furry back was inches away from my hand. (cue scary music) After a quick glance down to see what I was dealing with, there I sat, frozen, eyes wide, staring ahead, while nearby European tourists looked on and giggled. The giant, man-eating creature then proceeded on his way, but not before walking directly under my beach chair. (I felt the hump of his back going under my chair - ewwwww!!!!) When he was gone, I turned to those European tourists who were snickering good-humoredly and asked with concerned eyes, "WHAT WAS THAT?" They explained in thick accents that it was a capybara, quite harmless, and that he and a few of his friends often roamed the garden of the resort from time to time. I asked if it bites. They assured me that it is actually gentle and friendly. I don't care if it's philanthropic and discovers a cure for cancer, I don't want to see one at the beach when I'm on vacation. I think that my intense disdain for rodents developed from a childhood trauma that involved me finding a dead possum (or is it opossum?) (and now, come to think of it, was it really dead? ah!). Is there anything more vile than a possum? The story goes like this: I was 8 years old and dutifully doing my chore of sweeping the garage. I had strapped on my roller skates to make the chore seem more fun (reminiscent of Pippi Longstocking), even though I'm pretty sure it took me 5 times longer to finish the chore. It turned out to be really difficult to balance on wheels and sweep effectively. But I told myself I was beating the system and having fun, so the skates stayed on.
my childhood chore inspiration
Aaanyway, with broom in hand, I skated my way over to one corner of the garage and saw a hideous possum (which I mistook as a rat), threw down my broom, and ran/rolled/tripped inside screaming bloody murder. I adore my dad. He's one of my all-time favorite people. But he made a parenting error here and sent me back down to the garage where he told me to "Sweep around it." So I did. But make no mistake, a dark cloud veiled my heart that day. And thus, my scarring fear of rodents. I later learned that some people (who clearly did not have a childhood rodent trauma) keep capybaras for pets.
And with that, I think this post is complete. Happy Cinco de Mayo!
